I'm in love with cities I've never been to and people I've never met. Xo.
Its nights like this when your name dances through my thoughts like a ballerina.
Innocent, Shy, Naive.
Because after 12am those monsters get tired of hiding under my bed and find themselves comfortable enough to lay down with me.
You know better…
Its nights like this when every love song reminds me of what we had
The way you use to look at me as if I was the only person in the room.
I wanna know what turns you on, I wanna know what made you smile, and if it was me.
Because Someone Like you should never be allowed to make love, sex and magic to the most sacred part of my thoughts.
You know better than to leave me alone with my thoughts…
because that’s when shit happens.
That’s when I start retracing my steps to see where we went wrong,
That’s when the monsters try to console me, try to hold me.
Break me down and mold me into one of them.
You turned me into one of them. You had the features, Kissed you on bleachers.
took you to beaches, inhaled you like shishas.
Forgive me for being facetious, But Jesus.
I need you.
Because its nights like this when your name dances through my thoughts
and all I wanna do is dream.
But your creation only makes others scream and forces me to hide under beds,
And with that said, Goodnight.
- xo PeeJae Fuego
New Slaves (Live at SNL)